The Escape

Oh goodness... it feels like so long ago I was on... it was just since last friday but it feels like it was FOREVER!!! We switched over to Vonage. SIck and tired of 85 dollar phone bills with ATT. But for some reason the phone did not want to connect. Now we know why... ATT did not tell me tha i would have to reset my username and passwrd settings. ARGH! They hadn't even sent me my paperwork of my new account with them. Oh well... everythings resolved now.

This weekend, I had a BLAST!! My friend and I went to Corpus Christi for the weekend. It had been so fucking long since I've had a break. On Friday we spent the night at her sisters apt with the kids. The next day, the kids, Bobbi and I hit the beath early. It was a lot of fun. The kids hadn't seen the ocean ever. Too bad we been having a lot of rain lately. There were jellyfish EVERYWHERE!! So we didn't do a lot of swimming there. BUT!!! I had reserved a hotel room earlier that weekt, so we checked in early and hot the pool. It was great!! We stayed out there for a super long time. From 12-4 actually. Then I treated them to a movie at the Dollar Cinema. We watched Hellboy 2 which I absolutely LOVED!! OMG, I thought it was even better than the first movie, it was so good!!

Then we dropped the tired brats off at their grandmas and us single, adult women, came back to the hotel and got ready to hit the town. It was great! Our hotel was loceated directly in the center of the clubscene, so we didn't have to drive anywhere! We danced, we fought to get away from stalkers, I sang karokee, we got drunk. By 4am we crashed in our room. I feel so relaxed now. I really needed this break.

Here's an aritcal I wrote for the magazine on adultfriendfinder's magazine. Its not that good though.

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By the way... I have to be at work from 3pm to 11pm. Its 11:30am now. I was wondering if i can have a snarry powwow session with a couple of ya'll when I get off tonight. I can really use some perspective.

Wow.... thats a LOT of wind. I've been sleeping and now i'M OFF TO WORK. And I have to walk through THAT??! Wind and rind. Lady Dolly is a weak one right now, but I'm still not looking forwar to getting drenched.

Well she hasn't totally hit yet. That Miss Dolly is a strange one. She can't seem to make up her mind about where and when she wants to hit. Isn't that just like a typical female?! lmao I"m taking about Hurricane Dolly. She's supposedly suppose to hit my town in a few hours. And if she doesn't hit, we've been getting plenty of rain. Since 2:50am to be exact. I know this cause I was at work.

I am in the mood for some ROn Weasely fics! Whats wrong with me. Usually I don't like Ron pairing. Besides, Ron/Draco. So what put me in this wierd mood of mine is the rereading of irana's story "The Look." Really it should be dubbed a classic. Its so well written. It was one of the first stories i've ever read of her's all those years ago. But now, its put me in the mood for whore!Ron.

Prompt: Something awakens Ron's sexuality. (he's bi, by the way) When he comes back to school, its a new, confident Ron that no one's ever seen before. (I'll leave it up to you to to decide what awakens him sexually) Ron has no problem playing the field. Jumping from partner to partner, no end in site, it seems. Slowly, it becomes repectative to him and he starts seducing older men, thinking it a challenge worth undertaking. Kingsley, Remus, Sirius, Snape, Lucius. (Its up to you whether or not he succeeds with all the men, but Id like yhim to pine over Lucius or Snape.) I'd like the story to end with him finding his love with one of those two men.

Please! Someone claim this prompt! I would really love to read it! Pretty please? Pretty please with cherry on top! And chocolate syrup!

Hey guys. I've been MIA for a while. I've had some RL issues I needed to fix. And as cliched as it sounds, I needed to find myself. I've become a person I didn't recognise. And then my ugly past reared its ugly head. I was so crushed. Literally. I didn't know what to do. I was so... out of it... for lack of a better word, that I almost did something I would have truly regretted afterwards. Anyways, I'm coping now. And smiling once more. There was a meme going around yesterday about the people that you've met online that makes your world a brighter place. Well i have a few of those myself... ALL of you guys. I've talked one on one with most of you guys and you all are wonderful people. And I do appreciate you guys.

But there's one who isnt on ij anymore that went BEYOND the net. She's a amazing. And have been my best friend for four years now. Honestly I don't know how she puts up with me but I love her. Even though she's thousand of miles away from me, she was there in my darkest hours. She forgave me.... and in return, I was able to forgive myself. I don't need to tell you guys that that last part was the hardest. She told me that she loved me and that I needed to forgive myself. And even though they were just words on a screen, I felt as if she was looking at me and talking to me. I cried so hard, I made myself sick. I felt as if she was really holding me. So yeah... lol. That's bout it. Oh I've been working a lot too! lol

So what have I missed in the last couple of months?

I love the small town next to me. They are so amusing!!

ok... so this funny story is centered around the mayor of that town, an middle age woman. Well her neighbors had asked her to watch their dog while they left for vacation. The mayor does. When the family get's back, the mayor tells them that their dog has died and she had buried him. She even showed them the cute lil tomb she made for Puddles. Well a month later, they find out that Puddles was still alive. The mayor had lied so that she could keep the dog. Never thinking that she would get caught. Well she refuses to give up the dog. lol Absolutely refuses, tho the dog isn't hers. She even remained him. The the original owners have been on an ongoing battle with her for almost 2 months now
Latrice Nelson: Both sides have lawyers. My thing is, why haven't they arrested the mayor for theft. jeez louise!
Latrice Nelson: anyways over the weekend, the mayor had said that puddles had run away. she filed a police report and well put an reward in the newspaper asking for the dog back. our local tv station isn't dumb. they go straight to the mayors twin sisters house and find the dog there... so now as well as theft, other charges are brought up against her, such as filing a fake police report. lol



Mayor in puddle of trouble
Pictured: An obviously distraught Mayor Grace Saenz Lopez, with Puddles in her arms, went to her attorney’s office late Tuesday afternoon. OFELIA GARCIA HUNTER

Saenz-Lopez could face criminal charges after dog found at sister's home

Christopher Maher, Alice Echo-News Journal

A criminal case was filed Wednesday against Alice Mayor Grace Saenz-Lopez, after the dog she took from her neighbors and then claimed was missing was located at her sister's house.

The mayor denies any wrongdoing, stating Puddles was found by an unknown woman and left at her sister's Ben Bolt home.

The problems for the mayor began about 1:30 p.m., when a news crew from KZTV-10 in Corpus Christi went to the home of Gracy Garcia, the mayor's twin sister, on County Road 440 near Ben Bolt.


The crew was at the home to investigate the disappearance of Puddles, the dog the mayor took from her neighbors over the summer and then reported missing to the police Sunday.

While at the home, the news crew videotaped a small Shih Tzu dog that was on the front porch of Garcia's house.

Sylvia Trevino, the woman who sold the dog to its original owners, Rudy Gutierrez and Shelly Cavazos, identified the Shih Tzu as Puddles to the news crew and, later, to law enforcement.

"I was 100 percent sure that it was Puddles and I can't believe they lied to the police department," Trevino said Tuesday. "The mayor should not be in office."

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Yay!!! It came in today! A brand new Gateway!! Its so awesome!!

I don't know.... I hate that my bday is part of the holidays... I always seem down, and this year is no exception. First I want to say thank you to the love of my life lol wl551 wrote me an original ficlet. Its so yummy! The reason I'm down has nothing to do with her so don't think it, woman! lol I'm just... wierd, I guess. I didn't once leave the house. In fact I tried to sleep the day away... doesn't work... if I get more than 6hrs a night I get sick! It's not hormones either. I just can't seem to pull myself out of my phunk... I don't know why. And on top of that, my brother, Anthony, didn't even call me. He's in the Airforce and is stationed in Langley, Va. He really doesn't have any excuse, but I'm not going to confront him... I hate fighting of any kind. I don't know... someone needs to kick me, maybe it'll jolt something. Today I'm 23... but feel way older right now.

So anywoo... I'm going to share my bday ficlet. Its really sexy! lol

It wasn't like him to be doing something so down and dirty. But he found himself on his knees in front of the sexiest teacher in the entire junior college. Kendall had to have a passing grade in second year trig or he could kiss his scholarship goodbye. Fortunately for him, seducing his prof had been a matter of a little bit of patience and subtly dropped hints on his way out the door each day. Skimpy clothes that showed off his ass didn't hurt either. He smiled as he bobbed his head, sucking and lapping at Mr. Henley's delicious cock.

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What can I say? I have a weakness and fondness for forbidden teacher/student slash! lol

Can you believe they are playing christmas music at my local soft jam station? lol Looks like things panned out this year. Every year its iffy. We never know if we will have the money to get the meal. This year, someone sent me a $100 bill in a card. Annomynous. I have no idea who did it or how they got my address but I'm truly grateful. And on top of that my mom's 'beau' or someone who fancies himself her 'beau' lol came into town to spend Thansgiving with us. And we were able to get to the store. We don't have a vehicle that works and we had no idea he was coming. It was a surprise! And a blessing. He brought a huge ham thats grilling on the pit right now. Thanxgiving is good this year! lol Everyone... Happy ThanksGiving!

I'm so not looking forward to my birthday this month. Its going to be just another day. I haven't celebrated my bday since I was 19.

I'm not looking forward to the holidays. Its always the same shit.

I might not move after all like I hoped we would. Not for lack of trying on our part. Never enter into a partnership with any of your family except your immediate family. It's bound to fail.

I'm lonely.

Well!!!!!!! Things keep changing on me! Half the time I don't know which end is up. As of 4 days ago, Kansas City was out, and Monroe, La was in. lol As of today, Monroe, La is out and Las Vegas is in. And final. Next week, mommy is going to LV and then to KC for thanksgiving. I'm going to stay here alone for thanks. But its fine. I'm not tripping. I'll also be alone on my 23 bday which is on the 27th of Nov. but thats cool too. Its more important finding a place to live and settle down. Its important that I get out of here.

So tell me... what are yall's fave part of Las Vegas. Attractions, must see's, things like that.

I'm excited and scared at the same time. I have an opportunity to move to Kansas City, Mi!! I have kinfolk that are offering to help out. And we already have a house line up. My great uncle has a home that he's not in, and prefers to rent the house out to family. Even tho I've never met the man in my life! lol My mom and I are seriously considering it. We've been discussing getting out of Texas for a while now and then this literally just lands in our lap. I want to. So bad... but at the same time, i'm scared. How can I uproot myself and leave here. We have some wonderful memories here... but the bad out ways the good. All you guys know that I need a change. These last couple of years have been the hardest. But what will be harder... is leaving. I hope I can do it. Scratch that! I KNOW I can do it. And the huge huge huge plus...? I'll be closer to the love of my life. lol Kidding... she's my very good friend who somehow stayed right there with me for the past few years. Even though she's states away.

An ode to sex:

I like sex
You like sex
We all like sex

I like sex on the beach
You like sex when you're in heat
We like sex to the beat (don't know why I put that)

Thank you!

lmao!! Anyways, I was reading my f list and came across sansa1973 journal on wordy sex and decided to share a comical experience, actually horrifying, but comical.

I was living in campus dorms at the time. My roomate was out of town, so I brought over a man I just met at the bar... yeah yeah... it was dangerous of me, but I didn't care at the time. I was just horny, and he was oh so FINE!! Anywoo... my bed was actually a bunk. A top bunk at that... underneath was my desk, tv and other things. So we climb the ladder to my bed and got busy. lol

Well... he flipped me over and started fucking me "doggy style" You see... he had me in such a way, I was looking over my bed and onto the floor... my head was hanging over the bed. And at the same time, each time he thrust in, my head would hit the wall. I remember trying to tell him to stop... didn't happen... it came out like this.....

"Stop!" gasp, moan, "Dont!" gasp, moan, "Stop!" gasp, moan, "Don't!" gasp, moan, "Stop!"

I think you got the point. The next day, I woke up with a killer headach and my neighbors laughing at me.

I got it I got it!! I'm so ready for this. Its yet another typ of story i've never done. I hope I can pull it off!! I haven't written fanfics in so long and now i'm doig three fics by november... I hope I haven't bitten off more than I can chew! heehee Probably so, but I'm having fun anyways! lol This is the first Holiday season I'm looking forward to. During the holidays, my LJ friends, who've been with me since day 1, knows that that's the time I'm the worst. I can't help but be depressed. And often find myself, drinking into a stupor, or working Christmas day... or sometimes both. I don't know... there's something about this whole year that seems different to me... lol or maybe its just the weather. Oh well! I'm off to write on the fics. Cya!

ETA PS... Thought it might be a good idea to post this again, just in case! lol My luck is, that whoever has me, i'm prolly not even on her friend list. lol

Pairings:
Slash – Snape/Harry, Snape/Bill, Harry/Bill, Harry/Twins, Severus/Remus, Draco/Neville, Severus/Hagrid, Severus/Albus

Het – Minerva/Albus, Ron/Hermione, Luna/Neville

Threesome – Snape/Harry/Bill, Snape/Harry/Remus, Harry/Remus/Neville,

Characters (Gen) – None really... I don't ever remember reading gens.

Dislikes: Harry/Ginny, Harry/Hermione, Snape/Draco, Anyone/Giant Squid especially!!!!!!!

Kinks: Bottom!Snape, Rimming, bath sex, Chan, chan!!! Plot, realism, First time, H/C, time travel, cross-dressing, light bondage, AU, tenderness, wall!sex, flirtation, courtship/seduction, exploring, obsessive love (I love this so much...I love it when they are so caught up in themselves that they forget all else, or ends up hurting someone else!!), post-Hogwarts, post-war, unusual locations, unusual post-Hogwarts careers, redemption, realistic happy endings, hopeful endings, Slytherin plots and motives, public or semi-public sex, food smut, sex toys, threesomes, Dom!Harry (but only if he's 17 and up)M!Preg, watersports, non-magic (AU), beastiality (werewolves and Padfoot!sex), Long stories

Squicks: GIANT SQUID!SEX (I can't make that any clearer! lol) Centar!Sex, short stories, Draco/Harry, Sappy!Severus

I'd rather have a story that isn't HBP and DH compliant please. *grr* They killed off Severus... *ahem* Post Hogwarts is fine. I like flash backs to the war if it must be included. I like stories where the relationship is being built. That's why with the prompt I gave, its so very important for them to express their feelings. I don't expect a Sappy!Sev, but a truly happy one at the end is a must.

I'm so tired of the bullshit at my job. Its not even a real job for that matter. I'm tired of the back stabbing, two faced people I work with. I've been with the club for 2yrs now. And then this. I've put up with it for so long now... predujice... but not about my race. Just against me in general. I don't understand why people want to believe the worse in me when I haven't even given them reason to. And then my angry rant I made last week. I can't believe they think that about me, all because of this one bitch. She's cute, she's tiny, she's funny so she must be right... is what they all are thinking. And its so unfair to me. I did not steal, i'm not a fucking thief but thats what they want to believe. They'd rather believe that i'm guilty than assuming that i'm innocent based on what they know of me. I've done nothing but be honorable. I laugh at their jokes... I keep my distance most of the time, I don't talk about them behind their backs, and they know this because i've refused to listen to them talk about other people. I've given them a shoulder to cry on, lended them money and not asked for it back. All this I do freely and without constraint. But its like its never enough. They want to drain me dry! I want to quit so bad but I have nothing else. I need to work, I need to pay the bills, I need to take care of myself. Tonight I got so annoyed.

On of my friends, who's the only friend I have at the club really, got wasted. And like vultures, the men tried to attack, but I was there to intersect it. Yes I'm drunk, but I was still babysitting. There's no way i'm going to let her go off with somone even if she wants to. People were calling me a bitch for that tonight. She didn't. Most of the time I tell her no and she listens. I just don't want her treated the way they treat me. I'm just fucking tired of it all. I"m in the midst of stupid highschool shit and I can't get out of it.

UHHGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW FUCKING DARE SHE, HOW DARE SHE HOW DARE SHE!!!!!!!!!! HOW DARE SHE CALL ME A THIEF IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!!!! I've never been so mortified in my life!!!! A Thief! I can't believe it!!!! I'm so angry i'm fucking crying!! She completely humiliated me in front of my collegues and friends. A fucking thief!! She called me a thief. I did not deserve that!! I did not steal from them... i can't fucking believe this, i want to quit so fucking bad, HOW FUCKING DARE SHE!!!!!!!